Is what they said true?

My brothers have told me thousands of times.


"Ask her out lah. Must go out with her once in a while, if not the relationship can never grow, much less keep the feeling."



I never believed that.
I always believe that we can keep it just by constant communication..


I've been proven wrong today...




She said she was in Toa Payoh today to alter her skirt.
And out of sudden she invited me to eat dinner with her...
Of course I agreed, I have to get my food outside anyway.


And for no apparent reason,
My heart still beat so nervously.
I was a bit sweating.
It was like as if that was my first outing with her.
Although I've known her for long time.


It was enjoyable indeed.
Not only the dinner.
We caught up with some things.
And I was really glad I could see her again.
Despite me having said to myself all the time "This is nothing, Kevin, nothing much. Don't get too happy."
I am REALLY happy ==


And when we parted,
There was this lingering feeling.
And it was the same feeling everytime we said goodbye.
And then it occurred to me that meeting up really re-strengthened the loosening bond.
I haven't missed her so much until now.
And the last time I felt this way was few months ago.



Well.
Nonetheless, I still gotta get used to this.
As I said to her and myself just now.
"We, having met today, is a miracle."
Although we both laughed afterwards, I meant it.
Who would expect it?




Who would ever give me this kind of painful-now-yet-beautiful-eventually feeling?



I guess I just can't fall for any other girls.
None other.