Timing.

It has always been an on-and-off thing.

But now I wonder if it's now a stronger thing.

Because apparently I've been affected more than I ever realised.

Not sure if I just miss doing stuff like this or I just fell too early too hard again.

You practically appear on my mind alllllll the time.

And yes, yes I know this is probably still too early.

I should take it slowly.

But as usual, my feelings just wanna blast open outside.

(Heh, on a positive note, I guess I've truly moved on.)

When we stop talking, I've always found myself wondering what to say again to start.

And there's always a high possibility of you not feeling and/or wanting the same thing as I do.

Then there's always this feeling of being at a loss of what to do.

I guess I should just wait for the chance.

After all, when things are forced, it'll not work.

After all, timing is all it needs for everything to fall into place.

Told myself not to like you.
Not to have feelings for you.
I know I shouldn't.
But what the fuck happened?


Here I am, helpless once again.
Falling for you despite the danger of the pain.
You're a great friend that I found.
And I don't wanna burn what we have to the ground.


I've been feeling so much happiness today.
I want to see, and talk to you every day.
I know you don't see me as that kind of someone.
But I can't help wondering, what would happen if one day I ask you to be my only one.


But knowing what had happened in the past,
If I put another step forward it'll eventually tear me apart.
I guess I should be smart,
And realize there's no way you're gonna be my last.