A family in NJ.

Finally I found somewhere I belong.





NJ Public Address.





Today I was appointed as the Training Officer for Exco batch 10/11.




After a 3days2nights camp at school.


A camp that was fun.
A camp where we all became closer.
A camp where homework and stress didn't matter anymore.
A camp where we became a family.




And when the Exco batch 09/10 handed over to us, the new batch.
I had this sensation that somehow felt like our "parents" would abandon us.
I'm afraid of the challenges as a TO ahead,
When people look up to you for technical skills expertise,
When people expect you to be the tanker of all events,
When you have to continue the legacy of a legendary TO like DongLum.




And of course, when you have to balance with school work also.






But nonetheless.
I feel a family sensation.
Unlike basketball where I sometimes feel left out.
In PA, I never feel left out, at all.






Just after the camp, I have this "campsick" feeling, similar to "homesick" again.
Coupled with the feeling of being "abandoned" by the seniors to be on your own.







I'm happy,
And yet I feel so screwed.

Forgotten, but not forgotten.

Dear bloggie

This page looks forgotten
But don't worry I haven't and I never will xD


I haven't been able to forget her though
After all my attempts
But probably she's forgotten about me
And this page we used to share with, partly.



Things were going rough between her and the guy
But well, it seems that they're okay now.
And somehow I'm glad
Although it hurts to me,
But as long as it's what's best for her, I'll gladly abide.



All I can do is to wish her all the best, as always.
And meanwhile, I need to get over it.