Sunday, July 31, 2011

Yeah, maybe, no.

Maybe I want it.

Maybe I don't.

No I think I want it.

Wait, or maybe I don't.



And this keeps going all over again inside my head.
Which one is for sure? I don't know.
I still can't figure it out.


But what I know,

Is that you make me happy.
And a bunch of other simple things.



The mere mention of your name,
The mere flash of thoughts about you,
The beeping of the text message notifications from you,
The time that we spent together, singing under the stars in the windy night,

They all put a smile on my face.



Maybe I don't want this feeling,
Maybe I don't want this to happen at all.


But the last time I rejected a chance, it proved to be bad for me.


Maybe I'll just keep things simple.
Maybe I'll just let nature takes its course for now.

But still,
Maybe I wanna make you smile, likewise.
Maybe I wanna make you the most important person in my life,
Maybe I wanna make you feel like a princess every day,
Maybe I wanna be the one who remembers stuff about you that nobody else knows.
Maybe I wanna be the one who cares for you the most.
Maybe I just wanna let my feelings out for you.
Maybe I just want you in my life.



Maybe I don't want them all.
Or maybe I do.


Here we go.
Back to square one of the argument.




But maybe,
You'll never feel about me the same way that I do about you.
Maybe a FRIEND is all I can ever be.
Forever.
All the time.