Officially separated, physically.

We were officially separated, and went to different path of life now.


Different JC, that is.

But I promised that we will still be we.


Hopefully we will be.



After thinking how horrible I felt about my first day in NJC today,
I suddenly thought about the good old days in FTPSS.


I miss all the fun with my brothers.
I miss the laughter in class.
I miss all the jokes we made and shared.
I miss all the times with them.


Also,
I miss the first day I saw her.
I miss the day we became close friends.
I miss the day when I first confessed to her.
I miss the day we first had lunch together.
I miss the day we first spent time on the bridge behind her house.
I miss the day we first stood under one umbrella together.
I miss the day she said "I miss you" for the first time.
I miss the day she called me a soulmate.
I miss the day I first lied my head on her shoulder.
I miss the day we first hugged.
I miss the day when I really felt cared and loved.




But I told myself afterwards.
That was all in the past.
Only our future awaits in front of us.
The brotherhood can be made stronger,
And definitely I hope there'll be something new to look for between me and you.



So I guess I shouldn't feel so bad.
I could have made up my to be forward-looking instead.
And in the meantime,
All I can do for her is to be there everytime.