:)

With you,

I can show even the most vulnerable side of mine.
The face that I never showed to others.
I can cry, for the first time in front of somebody, without fear.



I've been independent for so long that I forgot how it is like being dependent on somebody emotionally.
But I guess Life (and Fate) just had another plan for me.
When I can finally find pleasure in being dependent on someone again,
When I can finally learn to be joyfully in love again,
They again slapped me in the face and said, "Nope, can't let you have it your way."



When I thought that I could spend my final moments with you here before we go on our separate ways,
My parents wanted to me leave here earlier.
And my heart felt like it sank again.
And it's been a long while since I felt this bad and negative.




It's like I have to leave earlier.






And I couldn't help it.
I felt frail, and vulnerable, without you by my side.
This sounds cheesy, bloggie.
But I never thought that I could be so dependent on somebody.






Even though we may not even see each other again.
I'm determined to give it my all, and make it work.
'Cause as you said,
"Nothing has ever felt so beautiful before, ever."