Counting the days, passing by...

It's 21st of November 2009

8 days after the end of my biggest academic battle so far, O Level Exam.
8 days after we drank vodka.
5 days after the chalet.
4 days after she went back to her hometown.
6 days to me flying back to Jakarta.



Well, what can I say?

In terms of a week, a lot of things could happen.

Me getting much closer with her
Liaowei getting much closer to Yongyi.
The strengthened brotherhood.


Yet, we cant predict what's gonna happen within a few days.

Liaowei should be arriving at Shanghai anytime soon now.
Few days ago Yy and him were just on a date almost everyday.
The next 2 months, he's gonna try to keep in contact, so as not to let the feeling fade away.

As for me,
Days passed by just like that, very quickly now.
Before Tuesday, everything seemed so enjoyable, so slow.
It was even on the brink of stopping.

Now, 4 days have gone by since then.



So far, we could still keep in contact.
Just that sometimes, she was in need to entertain her friends or relatives who visited her house.
Sometimes even she went out.
And that yeah, hindered our communication.



But I guess,
There's no need to that.
As long as both are in contact [Well we do now, at least once a day]
Some things are no need to be said. We both know already.

Looking at the past photos,
I could always relive my feeling.
Closing my eyes at every night,
I could always let myself be filled with the warmth of the evenings I spent with her.
And by the time I open my eyes again,
I can always know, and feel that she's still the one.


And this is what I'll always do.
There should be a point of contact everyday, at least once.
If ever one of us , or both, cant make it online.
Then I'll send her an email, describing about thing I might say at that moment.

Doesnt matter if she will read, or even reply.
At least I make my effort, to keep everything together, not fall into pieces or dissipate into thin air.
And I believe, efforts will pay off.


Liaowei said: Surely can, just believe.
Mars said: Keep trying, man.
And I said: So close, why give up now? When I feel like giving up, I gotta remember why I've held on for so long.


We are on our goals now.
Different goals, One attitude.
I'm never gonna give up.




I'm not giving up on you.
Even as you clearly stated your doubts today,
About me getting closer to others,
I'll let time and myself prove that what you doubt, what you think will happen, is all not true.


I'll show you that we're the one.