Soulmate?

31 October 2009, 2.15am



Some people may say that I'm too young for this.
Some people may tell me that it's not the right time yet to think of this thing. O Level Exam is still around.
Some may even say I'm being blinded my own feelings, aka INFATUATED.



But later on this day I found out another thing,
"You may even find your soulmate at 8 or 80 years old. It's unexpected."



Yea, life is unexpected indeed.
How would i expect someone I've been dying for, someone I've put before myself but ended creating a hole in my chest, someone I thought was another person who only tricked me for the subsequent times, turned out to be my soulmate?



It's not confirmed that what I feel about this soulmate thing is true, but I finally found out that our feeling is somehow [not TOTALLY, though] mutual.

What I felt:
From Liaowei: "She may be attached with a boyfriend, but you are like the soulmate. Boyfriend and soulmate are two different thing."


What she said:
"..I told my friend about how i felt about you, she said like soulmate like that ^^.."




So, isn't it?





And I've actually learnt something new, and I'm glad about this.
I yearn not for being in a relationship, but just for someone who can understand me as much as I could about her, and someone who reciprocates my feeling.
Not like some [AHEM =P, sorry Mars, I could only think about u] who wants a relationship quite badly.
But that's actually the point where I learnt.
In the end a relationship is not what a human wants. Love is.
When and where he will discover it, let fate decides. =D




Anyway, I realise that I may not end up spending my life with my soulmate. In fact, she is planning to spend hers with her guy now.
Hehe guess I'd be moving on too.
But one thing I can see changing in my life.
I used to believe I can only love and devote to one person.
Now I know that no matter how much I say I'll love my next girl, I know that she would have occupied the most colourful parts of my heart.


Because after all, my life's true happiness lies with my soulmate.












Although soulmates may not be one,
But as the saying goes "the first one creates the most impact"
Right? =D