Sighing deeply in the depth of loneliness

I sighed

I sigh

I am sighing

Okay, I have been sighing

And I think I'll be sighing a lot





I REALLY wonder what is wrong with you


Seriously I am feeling u are getting further from me

it feels like u are starting to ignore me
ignoring me, a lot


I dont know what happened to u okay

U just suddenly said u are very bad
dunno who said this to u

U dont even tell me anymore

I am starting to feel this is what u want
U dont want to tell me
i even feel u just want me to GET THE FUCK OFF YOUR DAMN LIFE =)


Am i wrong?
Or am i correct?


Prove me wrong, coz tats what i see from u =)

Maybe i am thinking too much again

u are juz busy


and WHY THE FUCK DO I CARE IF U ARE BUSY AND DO NOT REPLY ME?




everytime i say something like that,
u always say: "hey, u are thinking like that again!"

BUT U KNOW WHAT
YOU, YOU make me think like tat!

Out of a sudden you dont reply
On other times u sound like u dont wanna talk to me
yeah yeah yeah i know,
u are SO busy



So, conclusion?
Should i stop sms u?
Coz i think i will juz disturb

If i dont say anything
u say i dont really care lah
i step away lah
etc lah
bla3x



WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO

i wanna show i care
but u seem not to give a shit abt whatever i do already =)








OKAY OKAY
I AM THINKING TOO MUCH AGAIN
I AM TOO EMOTIONAL
I NEVER FEEL I HAVE ENOUGH
SUCH AN UNGRATEFUL, CRYBABY
ONLY KNOW HOW TO COMPLAIN AND COMPLAIN

tch


Like i am an important person for you

I know wad u wanna say for this: see? u think like this again

=)





Oh no no,
if u think i am giving up, you are so wrong ;))


i am bleeding, so so much and freely


but i wont die...not until u believe me that i only have feeling for u and not another girl
=)
it cuts and stabs me deep through my soul when u said u thought i dont care coz there are better girls out there

but nevermind

Let my bleeding flows, as freely as a river
if tat would make u see tat u're the one for me now =)