......

I'm wondering
What is it on your mind?
Sometimes u sound okay
On other times u sound so sick ==


I tried to care, sometimes u seemed like u didnt want me to
I have tried not to, but I just CANNOT

U know what
Sometimes I wonder whats wrong with u [or rather, whats wrong with me]
Why is it that u keep appearing on my mind 24/7, literally....==
Never once u leave there ==
No matter what I do,
No matter where I am,
No matter what time is it,
Or no matter who I am with...
Why...
Why....

I know I cannot push you away from my thoughts,
So i just let it be inside my head, thinking that maybe if i stop being bothered so much by it, it would fade off by itself

I WAS SO WRONG

haha, u really are in my mind...24/7

And from few days ago u told me u were troubled by ur bf's April Fool's jokes
And maybe u nv realised how much i am worried.
to be exact, how sick i am feeling for worrying so much
Maybe nobody knows
Even though when I said it with my own mouth "Nvm lah, I wont really get worried. Forget it lah"
I could get over it for a while, but then the worry came disturbing me again ==

I dont know if this makes sense
But tats how much I care for you....




And YET
You think i am giving up
you think i deserve someone else
you think u arent gd enough for me














DAMN YOU GIRLS
YOU PEOPLE
ALWAYS SAY LIKE THAT
ALWAYS SEE ME AS SOMEONE NOT GOOD ENOUGH FOR YOU

WHAT DO U THINK I AM HUH? SOMEONE VERY EASILY TO GET HURT

YOU ALL ALWAYS SAY 'I DONT DESERVE GOOD PERSON LIKE YOU' OR 'I DONT WANNA HURT YOU' ETC

BUT IF YOU REALLY DONT LIKE ME,
JUST SAY IT STRAIGHT FROM UR GODDAMN MOUTHS

DAMN
I AM TIRED OF WHAT U ALL SAY
SHIT
I'VE BEEN HEARING THE SAME THING FROM THE SAME TYPE OF PEOPLE

WHATEVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!






i am gonna slp
cya, bloggie