The "Who-cares" Mask.

Yeap, as the title says, I will heck care from now on.
The loud, full-of-jokes Kevin will not be so free from tmr..haha...

I guess I am going back to my old emo self?

Not exactly, bloggie.

I wont look sad or upset...

I will put on a smile
My true-self completely disguised by my new Who-Cares mask.
Coz in the meantime I have to learn how to really not to give a damn abt things around me.
So for some times I could still feel...

Nevermind, bloggie. It's between you and me. Nobody will know. haha.
I'm getting tired of this world.
This world I am living in, forces me to let go of being myself all the time.
And come back of being in a Soap Opera stage....

To think that Klara had indirectly helped me pulling out my true-self again from the darkness...
And I need IT to be buried again?
But if i dont put it back to darkness,
People could easily read me and might even backstab me

They all think I am so readable..heh...
Let me show you all what I've got...
Sorry my True-Self [the loud, outspoken, active, joker Kevin],
But I guess u gotta HIBERNATE for some time again *winks*

*closing my eyes*
*giving my True-self some electric shock*
*binding it with a hard rope*
*throwing it to a coffin*
*putting in the coffin to a highly-guarded-with-security-codes cupboard*

DONE!

*slashing open my other self's coffin*
*waking up my emo-side*
*greeting him*

Welcome back! =)
My Emo-self: Well, well, well...What do we have here?
Me: We shall rule again....
My Emo-self: Just what I've been waiting for....
Me: On one condition,
My Emo-self: Anything to make me rule with you.
Me: U are to listen to me, and not to do anything by ur own accord.
My Emo-self: As u wish....master...

Part of me has darkened now...And I'll do things according to what my mind's conscience...
[at least till my True-self could break out of that coffin of his]

Thanks bloggie, once again...See ya around...MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA [distant laugh from my Emo-self]