What brotherhood is this?

They all said I am their Brother.
They said We 3 are Brothers, Invincible.

But what?

They two left me often a lot.
Even during after class time.
Ok I admit I may think too much this time.

But like these 2 things,

1). Sometimes I saw they showed brotherly care to each other more than to me.

2). And as a brother of them, I wanna share the happiness and sadness we had together. Yesterday, Mars gave Stacy the chocolate, and I wasnt there. They all left without me first. They came back, seemed very happy.
And I had no idea about it.

Thinking too much again?
WHY?!
WHY!?

Why I keep thinking that Liaowei dun like me so much and seemed to think that I was an intruder to both of them??????
Coz anyway, they were alr good frens even before I joined them.
If tats the case, should i juz move away? should i juz stay behind?

I dunno if they even treat me as brothers. ==
DAMN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ok, to valentine day.
The most significant thing is that I walked her home =)
We walked quite closely, and rather relaxed for me...
Damn, if she isnt attached to anyone, I would have hugged her waist while walking or hold her hands...HAHAHAHA ==
But I can't. I have to respect her. She isnt my girlfriend...

We talked about some normal stuffs. Exception was made by me when sometimes i kinda teased her..hehe...I would say stuffs like "My mind only have one girl right now" or "But hmm..I think I like someone better right now" when I talked to her about others.

Anyway, I went home straight after she reached her hostel. She had her self-study straight after that, I guess.
Then at evening must be her peak momentum of today =)
She would be going out with her beloved guy.

Well...
Thought it may be painful for me [IT IS PAINFUL, dammit] ,
I'll pray the best for her today.
Hope she could have the most beautiful night of her life...=D