It's crazy.
No, it's ridiculous.
After all these times, I still can't get over you.
I'm just a little too not over you.
The memories are supposed to be gone for good or bad. It doesn't matter either way.
But the reminisce of all the beautiful memories still goes intact in my head and heart.
I just can't bear myself to let myself go from the heavenly bliss I experienced a few months ago....
It was not even a year yet, and it feels like I'm having a dream.
I mean, those things that I believed had happened, feels like a dream to me. And the pain, however, feels wickedly real.
Day by day, I go through these beautiful tortures.
I keep getting scars on my fragile heart.
Living with those seemingly-unreal flowery memories is what keeps me from dying and getting back on my feet instead.
Yet I very well knew that if I don't let go of those beautiful memories, I won't get over her, and the pain will never go.
How ironic.
Argh. Wtf is with this dilemma -,-
What should I do?
Exams are almost here.
And yet they kill me slowly inside-out.
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