Easier said than done

That IS always the case, bloggie.



I said I NEED to give up. I said I MUST do it.




It wasnt easy , dude.




She is still a part of me afterall.
Letting a part of myself go is gonna be difficult.



And yet you told me whatever I wrote is not true.


Have u ever thought abt it?
Have u ever put urself in my shoe , and see for urself what I am feeling?
Have u ever thought abt how ur actions could influence my actions and feelings?


I am not blaming u, sweetheart =)

I am begging for an explanation.



So many things, so little time.





Haiz.




I am already struggling with my own willpower.
It's so weak.
Always cant get through temptation.

First I said I wont 'do it' again, I must exercise like sit ups and push ups to burn away my energy,
In the end I am still 'doing it'.
Sry, bloggie. It's too embarrassing to say it here.

First I say I wont sleep less, I will sleep early.
In the end internet and games lured me away.



Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh



WILLPOWER, PLEASE.




Ok, bloggie, gotta slp now. Getting late. xD