Strange.

I don't know, I just have been feeling strange about it.

I'm not sure if that's because I'm used to messaging all the time with her.

But now, whenever I am holding my phone, I can't help but thinking that it's been long since I used the Message apps.

Looking back just a few weeks ago, we were still texting 24/7.

I cannot lie. I love it. I love the feeling when we kept in touch.

Somehow talking to you has become a daily stuff for me. Even one day without it seems to be a weird day.

Oh my, I remember phrasing that sentence in my brain.

I just hoped I wouldn't have to use it.

Now I really just did.

This ache inside, I can't fathom why.

You were not yet any part of me.

We were not yet defined.

But somewhere, somehow, our lives seemed to be integrated.

And now, even after weeks of isolation, my brain, and my heart still can't let you go.

I still don't get it.

Why did you change your attitude towards me?

It was sunny and bright. Not even a cloud hovered above me.

But now, you just brought a random typhoon and hurricane to my skies.

In fact, it hasn't stopped.

This pain was not the same as I had experienced earlier this year.

I can't figure out why this feels worse.

All I know is I was blinded again.

My heart was played again.

I was the fool again.