Second chance.

How foolish.

After this long,

After all my mistakes,

After all the regrets,

Only now do I wish for a second chance.

I won't take all the messages for granted anymore.

I won't take any advice from others. I'll believe in my first instinct.

I won't ask for any commitments.

I won't pursue a quick relationship.

And what else, I can only promise you to always be here for you, even if you never want it, even if you don't give a damn about it, like right now.

But oh well,

I don't think I deserve any second chance.

Not at all.

Here goes my fucking mindset again.

I just don't deserve it

Being optimistic won't do me any good.

Fuck.

I don't even know how to keep a conversation going, how the fuck am I supposed to flirt and be attractive to anyone?

I can only talk to guys.

And at most, I can only be a close friend to any female beings around.

Yeah well, that's how I always appear to be anyway.

I never win. I always lose.

Fuck it man, seriously.

I just wanna scold myself.

How can I be such a sore loser?

Loser from head to toe.

"Leadership Symposium" - as quoted by Jie Xiang,

I know I don't deserve anything from you, at all.

But just so you know,

And even though you'll never know,

Everytime the clock strikes the same number,

I've experienced 12:12, 1:11, 2:22, 3:33, 5:55, 19:19, and of course 11:11,

When the universe opens up to our wishes, so they say,

As much as I wish to pass my Promos,

I can't help wishing a second chance from you, dear Stone,

And of course,

That you won't get stressed up, and ace all of Promos, just like how you always wanted, and deserve it =)

In the meantime, I shall again, for the subsequent times, retreat to my abyss.