Haven't I got enough?

Thrown upside down, smacked here and there, flew around in every way, slammed hard on the floor...

Thats wad I am feeling right now...

PAIN really knows how to catch me off-guard...
Everytime I expect/experience something good, then it will attack...
Like Wth....

Everytime I experience something sweet [yeah, bloggie, come on..u know wad this is abt..dont ask ==], I feel really shattered...
Entah karena sama bf nya ato coz her feelings for me seems to be vanish in an instant,
I dunno, maybe I am thinking too much again...

And today, I saw them, no tats okay, perfectly okay...
It was just kinda unexpected to me, tats all
But then, why the PAIN, again? ==

It's been like this all along..
well, I guess PAIN's attacks just nv stops right...
And whats disturbing me more is tat the PAIN comes from inside of me...I guess so==

Haven't I got enough of this PAIN? No, I dun think so =)
I'm far from DEFEAT =)

Yep, I'll continue, and this time, more wary for the PAIN than I've ever been...
But still, I dun think I can handle PAIN...yet =)