"True Love Demands No Return"
Is it a truth, a fact, or a mere
Coz in movies, it does happen...
But in real life? No, not much I have heard..Worse still, I've yet to witness any...
Nowadays one person loves another juz bcoz they like something abt him/her, or that they can earn something from it. Normally once they have of nth to gain from the people they love, they will leave them.
If u think it was immoral, there are others who even treat love as "games"...they play the feelings of the people who love them for real...
Believe me, this
Even sometimes, I wonder if my feelings for HER is juz for my own gain or juz bcoz I like something abt her...
Coz I'm feeling a pain instead of joy, which is usually the feeling u have when in love...
Am I juz wanting her to be mine? Or I really dont mind if she is with someone else? let's figure it all out...
What have I done for her? Other than being a listening ear and someone who seems to always be "there" for her, I nv think I have done more....
Well, it spends quite an amount of my time and effort juz to be there and keeping all my promises to her and stuffs...
Was she there for me always? No, dont really think so...
Was she a good listening ear? Yup, One of a kind =)
Has she ever spared a thought on my feeling towards? I dun really know, but it seems to me that she has never =)
Have I ever caught her so-called 'attention' [u know wad i mean]? Haha...Guess not, guess not :)
I am no one but a mere-close frens...
And ya know, this seems to emphasise that fact that I can't go further with girls than being juz a "close fren" xD
Hopeless eh?
Anw, back to topic ==
Feeling painful? Yep, definitely...
Have I ever wished I could be with her? I guess so...
Am I basically asking her return for my love? Hmm? Nope, dun think so...I've loved her for quite some time and still loving =)
What if she would never wanna be with u? Hmm then tats too bad, I shld say...And actually I dun need to be with her to love her =D
Anw, I juz read from a website I came across recently, that once a girl states she juz wanna be frens, it will stay this way forever...Soul-piercing news huh? :D
Conclusion is still da same every day...
It is very painful...
But who says I'm gonna stop loving her?? ;) *winks*
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