For my first post here I shall just write whom my feelings are for and a little bit abt it...
A person with initial P.K.H...=)
I myself didnt know why I fell for her so much...
She alr has a partner
And many times I have told myself that someone who is good towards u are nt necessarily suitable to fall in love in...
Yet I am loving her a lot, lot....
During holidays the feelings did fade away for some moments, but I strongly believe it was because I lost contact with her for a few weeks...
The feeling then caught up with me again when school started...
I juz couldnt get over her...
None of my classmate knows, my bros dun have an idea abt it at all...
Well, let's make an exception...
She herself knows abt my feeling
But wad can i say...
Sometimes I thought I saw a glimpse of hope,
She really behaves like I kinda a very important person frequently
But on other times she acts as if I am juz a gd fren and tats it...
[Well, Kev, a good fren can be a very important person for her,right?]
NO, NO U DUMBASS...u know wad i mean by "a very important person" ==' dont act as if u are an idiot, ok?
[OTHER GIRLS ARE ALL AROUND U FOOL! Try and find some other girls, dun get heartbroken]
Speaking of that, sometimes I would think other girls treated me better...
But nope man...tat wasnt the truth, I thought like that coz I wanted to find someone new =\
I guess I cant...for now, at least...haha
One more thing, I am NOT heartbroken....
In indonesia, a recently popular band really had some songs which REALLY [i meant it] suit my feeling and resemble what my heart was feeling...
First song is abt a guy whose lover left her for another man...and still he wanted her to know that he still misses her a lot...[oh, i juz want her to know that i am missing her
Second song is abt a guy whose lover is attached, and in the end this guy became the so-called Third Person in their relationship...he then wants her to juz forget him and go back to the lover coz he is actually nothing compared to the other guy =) [juz like me huh? seriously I dont expect to get further with her than now...anw coz i am nth compared to her soulmate]
Third song is abt a guy whose lover has never responded to his feelings, no matter how hard he tries or how much effort he puts in...his heart just finally feels tired and decides to stop loving her [i admit that my heart is tired...but i dont feel that my feelings shld end here..no, not now =))]
Wow, didnt realise I have written this long for my first post only, guess shld stop now...and continue next time =P
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