I'm kinda annoyed and intrigued simultaneously at the fact that you managed to turn me inside out, bringing the side of me that I thought had long gone, or at least been stashed for a long, long time.
I was so used to my own, and was fine having no emotional investment and attachment whatsoever with anyone for as long as I can remember since I managed to move on by myself.
But now, now once again I'm going through a roller coaster of emotions; a torrent of hot and cold wave splashing all over; a dose of high and low that I never wanted to inject myself with.
The worst part is, I don't know how to handle, and what to do with my perpetually raging emotions.
I thought there was something there, so I got hopeful and attached without even realising it.
Then I thought it was just me being blinded with hormones, so I thought maybe I should move and and let go.
But just when I thought I was on the verge of moving on, the hopeful emotions all came back.
I don't even know whether to believe in myself anymore.
Heh it's funny. How come it feels like I'm describing what you told me a while ago about how confused that person has been making you feel, only that it's now happening to me?
What are you doing to me? What am I doing?
Okay fuck this. I guess these last 3 weeks of the semester is the most pressing issues at hand.
Talk soon, bloggie.
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