Revelation.

Wow.


Did you just say that all that happened was simply because you felt lonely?


Did you just say that whatever happened was all my mind playing tricks on me?


All those times we spent,
All the things we talked about,
All the feelings we poured out for each other,



You're telling that it was all.. because you simply felt lonely?

None of it was real?



I can't fucking believe it.


I don't want to believe it.


It felt so real.



What the fuck?
I just.
I can't.
I can't even.




Wow.


It was a good closure.
It had a good ending, even if it ain't the best, fairy-tale kind.



Now I'm just disappointed.
And angry.




The more important question though,
If I have truly gotten over it, why do I still get so pissed off?
Is it because that after I thought I had the closure, I kinda framed everything like a nice piece of memory,
And now that I know it wasn't what I thought it was, it kinda destroyed all the meaning behind it?
Or am I just in rage because for this moment I felt that my life had been nothing but a lie?