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I haven't felt so shy looking at someone's pretty eyes and expressions in a long time,

'till I first saw you up close that day in our first band practice together.


I haven't made an effort to keep a conversation going with someone like this in a long time,

'till we first continued talking after a simple birthday wish.


I haven't had butterflies in my stomach being face to face in front of someone in a long time,

'till I met you again as an OGL partner in the camp.


I haven't remembered having this much spectrum of feelings,

'till I caught myself gazing at you during the camp.


I haven't felt so jealous of another guy like this in a long time,

'till I noticed how confident and charismatic he is towards you, and how I then started comparing myself.


I stopped believing that I can still fall in love,

'till I realised how hard I am falling for you.





Hey there bloggie,

It's been a long time coming.
I never thought I'd see the day when I would be able to feel like this way again.
But I'm kinda glad that I do, despite the risk of bloodbath that I'm getting into once again.