Lost.

I'm feeling as blurred as this page's background colour.




I don't know what I should do now.




If only,
If only,
You can see my point of view.
You can understand what I'm feeling.



But no.
If I show it,
It would just turn into a new argument you'd never wanna lose.
So I'll just stick to giving in for now.
Giving you what you want.
Yes, I never even matter.
I am not important.
I have to serve.
I have to be attentive, doesn't matter whether I get the same thing back.


A duty is a duty.
I don't have to be understood to fulfill all of it.

Oh wait.
I'm so damn easily understood to begin with.
I cannot hide anything anyway. Haha.